I have a friend who has been anxiously awaiting news of a decision – someone else’s decision. One out of her control, yet having the potential to greatly impact her and her family. She waited months for the outcome. She needed a yes. She prayed for a yes. But the answer was no.
Another friend, expecting her first child, prayed fervently for a healthy baby. But the answer was no.
Other friends have prayed non-stop to conceive a child, or to carry a child full-term without miscarrying. But the answer was no.
Still other friends have prayed for healing after a cancer diagnosis. Despite aggressive treatments and much prayer, the battle seemed lost. The answer was no.
Oh, friends, what do we do when the answer is no? When our hearts ache and our disappointment threatens to smother us?
Do we stomp our feet and throw a fit like an unhappy toddler? Sometimes we sure feel like it.
Do we retreat behind closed doors, refusing to come out, unsure of what to do or say, intent on building a wall between our hurting heart and the rest of the world?
Do we become angry at God and those who represent Him? Do we question how He could possibly love us yet not give us the “yes” we so desperately desired?
Do we give up? Throw in the towel? Consider ourselves done?
I have probably tried all these solutions at one time or another and not one of them proved to be helpful. None of them healed my broken heart or gave me strength to keep on living. I piddled with some of them far too long, allowing them to tighten their grip on me, nearly rendering me helpless.
But then I remembered. God was still there – even when the answer was no.
And He remains there today.
He still cares.
He still loves.
He still desires to bless us.
How do I know this, you ask? I know this because I know God. He and I have a little history together. And although I don’t have answers to the many why’s I’ve pondered, I have no doubt He will take all the no’s I’ve experienced and turn them into something good. Something lovely. Something which will someday bring me a blessing.
Why? Because He is a God who loves us and promises to work all things together for good to those who love Him. And I sure love Him. I’m praying you do too.
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28